the other day I had a very strong urge to end my life , i called my father to ask him to promise me he would find Cobee a good place to live if some thing were to happen to me. As a father would he could not just say yes, he wanted to make it better, but he could not. From that moment till now my pal Cobee would not leave my side he was in my space every step almost, even in the shower 2 times that day. I have nothing to give him near as great as his devotion to me. I love you Cobee.
And thank you God for showing me the secret you did that afternoon after the snow storm and the sun shone from through the gray clouds, and I saw beyond me . and the darkness inside was gone.
